Not to jump on the bandwagon or anything..
But I will be taking a short break from my blog..
Because I have a lot to do and am seriously stressed,
as well as I’m not really in the best state of mind nowadays..
and I fear I will take it all out on you dear readers if I blog as much as I usually do.
Don’t worry, I’m not quitting, I love blogging far too much, I just need a week or two away from it.
But I’ll still be running my disney comp, so please remember to join.
I will sticky it at the top of this page tomorrow.
Wow, three blogposts within 24 hours, that’s a new record for me tbh.
since it is nearing christmas time and a lot of people are complaining i’m a difficult person to buy christmas presents for, I reckoned it was time for another wishlist!
I honestly don’t wish for much this christmas..
I’m a sucker for cliches this weekend cause my biggest wish is for everyone around me, everyone important to me, which probably include you who reads this, to be well, to be happy, to get a nice christmas and get some of their dreams come true.
if that happened i’d be pleased for this years christmas..
however i am a little bit material too, and well I enjoy getting a present or two:P
Buffy Tee from Hot Topic $22
Fred T-shirt from Hot Topic $9.98
Dress from Dollydagger £75
various skin care products
Various items of make up
books, i wanna expand my own collection
to pay for flights, rent,utility,food etc next year:P
Yeh just a small selection, a few more specific ones..
hopefully i’ve been able to give out some ideas and maybe even give YOU an idea as to what you want or what to buy someone else
I was close to deleting my previous entry, but the comments made on it just made my night, so I’m gonna leave it… also to remind me that it’s ok to feel down once in a while, but that I should really just try not to worry, there are far more important things in life..
i know this might be a bit random, but those important will know what it’s all about and that’s all i care about..
Thank you!
now i’m gonna try and get a few hours sleep
Happy Friday the 13th
Just cause I’m home on my own, by my own choice btw and since I knew I’d feel a bit lonely and stuff I’m gonna write a blog.. Renate is out with Steven and his mates, Maggie is out with her friends and Leida have her boyfriend over, So I am sat in my room watching Driving Lesson, starring Rupert Grint. I am quite enjoying it so far.
Renate’s mum sent a parcel and it arrived yd, so we got some salty liqurice and stuff, i’ve already had a taster, or 3:P
I know I’m baaaaad, it’s not like I should eat sweets:P
not doing my any good, except for tasting lovely. it gives me spots, bad skin and it is definitely not going to make me any thinner.
which leads me onto a more negative subject, my self confidence.
I think one of the main reasons it is so low is the fact that I’m still single.. almost 24 and still single, it sucks..
I know this is cliche, but I’m so sick of being single, I’ve had 2 somewhat real releationships, together they lasted about 6months.. so I’ve been single for 23 years and almost 2 months of my life. something that makes me feel like somewhat of a failure, am I really that unattractive? unappealing? just this last month 4 of my friends have hooked up, (which tbh I am quite happy about, there’s nothing I like more than seeing my friends being happy, so it isn’t meant as a guilttrip. Especially my girl Renate, she deserves happiness more than anyone)
But I’m starting to feel like the last single girl (I know there’s more of us).. almost a little like Drew Barrymore in never been kissed. Except for the kissed part.
and yes i know i’ll find someone and all that swada..
(don’t think that’s an english word)
but i’m loosing faith here.. seriously.. what’s the point? life isn’t always happy endings like the movies.
I wouldn’t mind getting my happy ending though..
Honestly, usually I don’t mind being single.. just some days.. it gets to you
maybe I should’ve gone out with Renate and them anyway, it would’ve saved me from these stupid thoughts, cause I’m pretty sure I will be told I’m wrong about myself..
But you all have days like this as far as I know?
I’m just feeling really unattractive and unwanted sometimes..
It’s not like I would’ve had time for a relationship anyway, Because as you’ve seen earlier on my blog, I’m a busy girl till christmas, and I should really rather do some revising for my test rather than blogging about my sad, pathetic thoughts and watching Rupert Grint play someone else than Ron Weasley..
on the positive side, Renate got this Guestlist thing, where we pay £5 to see Elliot Minor tomorrow in bham, which would cool, since we haven’t seen them in over a year! And we’re going christmas shopping in bham during the day tomorrow.
(post me wishes if you feel like you’ve earned a pressie from me hehe )
That is unless my darling best friend isn’t too hungover from tonight, but I think she’ll be fine, even if the lads trick her into drinking doubles:P
so tomorrow I’ll be all happy and cheery again I reckon. This is just what being alone does to me:P
So my first attempt at a Disney inspired competition kinda failed!
So I wanna try again. With a longer timeline.
I know I am not the only Disney fan in the blog universe, so this is your opportunity to win a special prize from the Disney Shop! Which is my Favorite shop at the Bull Ring in Birmingham.
The theme is the same as last time.
CHILDHOOD!
So use your creative heads, write me a story (real or fictional), take a picture, sing a song.
You can do pretty much whatever you want as long as you somehow relate it to the topic!
How to enter?
You make an entry on your own blog, where you introduce the competition,
link back to my blog please and then post your entry.
Post a comment in this post so I know you’ve entered and I’ll confirm that I’ve seen your entry by leaving you a nice comment on your blog.
You have till November 25th to enter, which is 2 weeks from now!
Me and Stitch will eagerly await your entry:
So yesterday I found out there’s only 6 weeks:O SIX EFFING WEEKS! left of this semester!
6 weeks left of my studies at university of Wolverhampton! 6 weeks till we go home for Christmas. 6 BLOODY WEEKS!
Can you say stressed? I can. Time has ran away from me, I was convinced I had so much time for everything, now I’m not so sure anymore..
I am being a good student on a sunday, sat at the library with Magda, she’s working on her presentation, i’m meant to be doing work on my essay, that’s due next monday. Hopefully by tonight, the library closes around 9, so by then I hope to be done with the essay, ready to do my presentation preparations tomorrow, lectures and presentation on tuesday, then work on the next essay on wed, hopefully try and finish it by thursday. Revise for my 1960s test friday, saturday and sunday. and also have time to read another book for Contemporary literature.
So hopefully by the end of next week I have a lot of the other modules out of the way and can actually focus a lot of my attention on the big assessment this year. Dissertation! I guess it is equalent with a bachelor assessment back in Norway.
Library will be my home, only with breaks for food and going to the gym!
Cause even though I can feel the pressure, I’m not gonna stop going to the gym, preferably monday mornings, tuesday afternoon and hopefully at least one more day. Maybe Thursday night for Kick Boxing or friday mornings, just a general session.
anyway’s back to work, I don’t wanna end up feeling like this again: Yes it’s from this summer, when I was freaking out with nerves about my essay that i’d already failed once.
The thought that keep me going now is 6 weeks till there won’t be anymore essays and presentations or tests or exams.. 6 weeks till I have to go looking for a job, but don’t have to worry about uni.
6 more weeks!
p.s. nope won’t be done tonight.. cause i’m gonna leave in 30min, i’m so hungry:P
Everyone who reads her blog knows that this girl is busy nowadays.
With uni and boyfriend, who wouldn’t be right?
I’m not gonna lie, I’ve been feeling a little bit lonely and stuff lately and missed spending time with my Best Friend.
On Wednesday Renate and me went for dinner/tea at Pizza Hut, and it was great!
I mean of course I understand that university is important to her, I should spend more time on it myself to be honest.
And of course the lovely Steven (her boyfriend for those who doesn’t read her awesome blog), if I had a boyfriend I’d probably want to spend as much time as possible with him too.
So I’m really ok with feeling lonely once in a while, mainly because she’s always so much more happy when she’s spent some time with him than when she hasn’t. And I know she doesn’t love me any less just cause there’s one more person in her life who’s very important to her now.
But this lovely girl, she was being the most adorable girl ever on Wednesday, apologizing for being so busy and all.
And she knew how much I wanted the latest season of Supernatural, so telling me she’d ran into some classmates on her way home as an excuse for being late as she had to buy the dvds, she came home with them and the cutest card ever!
I have the best BEST FRIEND in the World, by far!
I love you Døtta mi <3
Yesterday I tried a new class at fitness first, it was called bodypump, and it includes weights. It was actually quite a good class. Gonna go again next week. Unless my muscles are still sore. Because I can really feel it in my arms and tighs today.
I went for a normal session, with some running on the treadmill and such on monday, it was quite good too.
I enjoy being at the gym, it’s somewhere everyone is different, but you only mind yourself.
and you get to be around people, which is a nice change from sitting alone in your room, or alone in a self study room at the library.
And it is such a good feeling leaving there, knowing that you’ve spent that hour well.
Wanted to go in today too, but my muscles are a bit sore, so I am going to go for a walk around the neighbourhood I think. But Maggie said she wanted to go to the kickboxing class with me tomorrow, so I’ll get to do that again.
It’s a shame he uses the same routine every single week, but it is effective and the instructor have started to correct me once in a while.
Other plans for today is as always uniwork. Need to work on my part for the grouppresentation.
I do love my group though, Pieter, Sally and Laura are funny and lovely.
We have always have a laugh when we meet up.
I guess exercising and uniwork is what my life is all about this week, and if I get my way it’s what it’ll be all about till mid-december.
wow this was a boring blog entry, but I don’t really have much else to tell..
p.s. oooh. You me at six are touring again next year, well wanna go!
So Halloween has come and gone and me and Renate won’t let an excuse to dress up fancy pass us by!
We could barely wait to get dressed, waiting and waiting for it to be at least 6pm before we started to get ready.
We were just about to start when Madga and Simon arrived,
The girls had been very kind and granted their fellas permission not to dress up hehe, which I think they appreciated
We had a few drinks, nah, we had a lot of drinks..
we made vodka jelly, and neither of us really like jelly, I guess the excitement of making them made us forget
and Maggie made some polish shot called maddogs. There was also sambucca involved.
and singstar and dancing and it was kind of insane, but fun..
Simon and Magda
The Happy Couple, Mad Hatter w/Boyfriend
the Lovely Maggie, becoming a black bride
Alice in Wonderland gone vampire
I was bitten!
p.s. Thanks for all the opinions on my hair. I still haven’t decided and you can still vote if you feel like it hehe.
So my dear housemate Leida suggested I’d go blond.
Cause I mentioned it was time to do something about my rooms..
and since the red is already fading too and well I’ve never been very light.. I was orangy for a while, but that’s the lightest i’ve been..
Do you think I can pull it off? please vote, cause I rely on your opinions..:P
Ida is my name but feel free to call me IdaPida,
I am 23 years old and almost done with my Bachelor in English. A Norwegian chick who has ended up in Wolverhampton for the time being.
I hope you enjoy my random ramblings and meaningless posts.
hehe )
So yesterday I found out there’s only 6 weeks:O SIX EFFING WEEKS! left of this semester!
