I wish someone were making the decisions for me, because I keep changing my mind all the time.
I was so certain physiotherapy was the next step for me, in either trondheim or oslo.
After being in contact with both schools regarding studying abroad… doing an entire year proves to be difficult when it comes to physio… 2 months or just one semester.. it’s not enough..
I’m so scared of making the wrong decisions, scared of change, scared of the unfamiliar…
I’ve been trying to find a job here, i’m still trying, because I’m terrified of leaving.. I mean deciding on studies can probably wait another year…
when I was 12, I dreamed of studying musical theater in England,(in spite of not being able to carry a tune), I fantasized that I had found myself a gorgeous english/scottish or irish lad (a task that is in itself quite difficult as there isn’t that many attractive guys in this country, most of them happen to be taken already anyway),I was good looking and I had a nice flat, close to london and nice clothes, the nice clothes parts is at least true.. and living in England. I guess having at least two of my dreams is better than having none, and i’m scared of letting go of it… i’m scared of loosing the friends i’ve made here.. i’m scared of loosing myself
can someone tell me what to do and where to do?
i’m soooooooo confused, because my next choice has to be right… I’m not getting younger