inspired by Glee, or something..
Today is actually quite nice and sunny, it was this morning anyway..
but still this is how I feel..
Yiruma – Falling
Had a lovely meal and a few drinks yesterday as a belated birthday celebration with my friends.
Looking forward to going climbing with Pieter in a few hours too, turn my grey skies into blue.
We haven’t been there in over 2 weeks now so it will be alright to be back in the harness..
Still today I just don’t feel right..
one of those days where anything ticks you off, think maybe my lack of good nights sleeps are catching up with me.. I really cannot do with 5-6 hours sleep every night for weeks..
I don’t really want to leave the house, but I think getting out will do me good..
All I did today was look at my norwegian friend here’s photos from last week when she had her mum and dad over. and I just felt so jealous..
I know my family would’ve come to visit me too if they had the finances for it and stuff.. but most of the norwegians are here for 1 year and they’ve all had family over pretty much.. I’ve lived abroad for 3 year almost 3 1/2 and I’d love to show them how I live, but I already know they’re proud of me..
it just isn’t fair that they get to have them over, even more than once..
Yes I’ve had a lot of opportunities, i’ve had experiences.. but
Jealousy is a bitch.. and I guess so am I..
i also feel bad for breaking lent and not finishing my article for phoebe... 😦