rain on my parade

inspired by Glee, or something..
Today is actually quite nice and sunny, it was this morning anyway..
but still this is how I feel..


Yiruma – Falling

Had a lovely meal and a few drinks yesterday as a belated birthday celebration with my friends.
Looking forward to going climbing with Pieter in a few hours too, turn my grey skies into blue.
We haven’t been there in over 2 weeks now so it will be alright to be back in the harness..

Still today I just don’t feel right..
one of those days where anything ticks you off, think maybe my lack of good nights sleeps are catching up with me.. I really cannot do with 5-6 hours sleep every night for weeks..
I don’t really want to leave the house, but I think getting out will do me good..
All I did today was look at my norwegian friend here’s photos from last week when she had her mum and dad over. and I just felt so jealous..
I know my family would’ve come to visit me too if they had the finances for it and stuff.. but most of the norwegians are here for 1 year and they’ve all had family over pretty much.. I’ve lived abroad for 3 year almost 3 1/2 and I’d love to show them how I live, but I already know they’re proud of me..
it just isn’t fair that they get to have them over, even more than once..
Yes I’ve had a lot of opportunities, i’ve had experiences.. but

Jealousy is a bitch.. and I guess so am I..

i also feel bad for breaking lent and not finishing my article for phoebe...😦

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6 thoughts on “rain on my parade

  1. liiikte den sangen:)

  2. Ntåw, håper klatringen gjorde deg godt og at humøret har tatt seg opp🙂 Er utrolig kjipt med slike dager, men samtidig er det godt å få kjent litt på de følelsene også. Setter jo desto mer pris på alt som er bra om man opplever litt motgang iblant (misforstå meg rett, jeg er absolutt ingen fan av det).
    Feel better!🙂

  3. liker den sangen der😀

    sv. tusen takk for kommentaren. Jeg virkelig setter så pris på sånne som deg som virkelig bryr seg og skriver skikkelig tilbake til meg. Jeg tar til meg alle gode ord! er godt å høre:)

  4. Uff, det er kjedelig å savne familie. Ikke noe moro ihvertfall. Lykke til på klatringa da, og med sovinga🙂

  5. :/ hørres egentlig ikkje ut som du har det så bar fortiå ida… det lika eg ikkje.
    håpe du likte kortet jaffal:)

  6. Aw, dear one, I don’t want you to feel bad! Hopefully, a trip with a good friend made you feel a bit better❤

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