or maybe not, because now all it means is another week has gone by with me failing to follow through on my study plan, another weekend to spend at the library.
(I haven’t been out clubbing in over a month :O)
I don’t really mind being at the library, because it is nice and warm..
unlike our house, or I could probably called it our freezer, cause I am pretty sure the temperature goes below zero on the worst days.
My study plan has failed me, such a shame cause it was a good plan.
It is mainly due to my lack of motivation, it is hard to find it when the essays are not due in another two weeks. But because of this little thing they like to call dissertation, it would be nice to be done with these before burying myself in the big pile of work that is left for my BIGGEST assessment ever.
I’m tired.. very tired.. I try to use the idea of being done with my bachelor in less than a month to drive me forward..
I don’t wanna be negative either because I am still quite positive I will manage to finish on time..
I will also try my best not to take my frustration out on you readers, that was one of the reasons I was having a “break” in the first place.
Now my study break is over and I return to my researching, to fill in my essay with a bunch of reliable sources to make my own ideas and thoughts seem a lot more relevant.
If I can just manage to stay awake, and make sense of my own writing that is..