Where everything feels shit..
It was good, with strawberries and good company..
then back upstairs, been feeling a bit low on energy all day so I did actually skip one of my lectures today.. I always feel guilty when I do..
Then i couldn’t log into my account on a website to find out if my workplace had recieved the contract i sent back last week, so that is stressing me out big time.
Need to ring them tomorrow, I am worried something has been stuffed up..
and then I don’t really have anything to do, if I was smart this would be an ocassion to maybe read a little, get some research for my disseration done, when i am this bored i mean.. but i just can’t.. uninspired and yucky..
i just feel kinda low right now.. i feel like crying, but why should i? i have nothing to cry for.. i’m just being pathetic.
Hopefully i will ring in tomorrow and hear that everything is ok, and that i worry over nothing..
it’s not just that though, but i don’t feel like going on about it, because it only makes me more upset..
so now i’m gonna see another episode of australia’s next top model.. cycle 4
(which is also frustrating as i know who wins.. and i’ve never disagreed with a winner more)
11pm is a bit early to go to bed, even though i’m sure i’d fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes